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Name: Ro
Birthday: 7/17/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Music, Acting, Movies, Biting the Big One, Making fun of you, insulting myself, etc etc., kicking myself in the ass
Currently a Music Education major at Moravian College...werd.
Expertise: love
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
1/21/2004
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I think the time has come to bid farewell to Xanga. It had a good, long
run. Some good things had come of it, some bad things. I look back and
reread some of these entries and realize how stupid I have sounded and
how immature I have been. But, I suppose that's a part of growing up. I
don't think anyone reads this anymore and I barely write in it anymore.
So, I guess it's just better off to let it go. So, thanks Xanga, but
your ass is done...
But, one point before I go. A little thought, that maybe if someone
comes upon this entry sometime that maybe they can use. DON'T fear
change. Change is the only thing constant in this world. Though the
future is unknown and uncertain and can throw a curve ball at you every
once in awhile, it's good to embrace change at times. If we were to
stay in the same place and do the same things all our lives nothing
would ever come of us, or the world for that fact. If someone hadn't
decided it was time for CHANGE with diseases we wouldn't have the
treatments and cures for the diseases we have know. If we never wanted
to CHANGE we would never go to college and just end up flipping burgers
at some fastfood resteraunt. Change is not always easy to deal with,
but you will find that once you actually jump into a situation and
embrace it...things will start looking up. Always keep your thoughts
towards the future and believe in yourself in whatever endevours you
choose. Otherwise...what's the point.
Goodbye,
Ro
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| My birthday has come and past. I have gotten alot of posts on my
MySpace and Facebook walls with happy birthday greetings from many
friends. Some I haven't or don't speak to very often. Just the fact
that they took the time out of their day to post a simple "Happy
Birthday" to me is gratifying in itself. I appreciate everyone's wishes
and to be honest, as I said in the previous entry, it was the best
birthday I had in quite a while.
But, despite all these birthday wishes and seeing Megan something does
crawl in the the back of my mind and is slithering closer and closer to
the front. I took a quick count of all the people who gave me birthday
wishes and in total it was around 40. When it's broken down into
friends and family...well...39 friends wished me happy birthday and
only 1 family member (my mother).
I reflect on my family and see nothing but back stabbers really. When
one part of the family is missing you can rest assured that everyone is
talking behind their backs. The next occassion they might attend, well,
we are all buddy/buddy now. Everyone, myself included, in my family is
spineless cowards. Though, I can say that if there was anyone in the
family to have a spine, I am probably the closest along with my 2 older
cousins. i just find it sad that the one thing in life you are supposed
to hold dearest to you, your family, for me is just an imaginary thing.
I find myself being more of a family member to my friends families than
my own. This sometimes makes me feel like a tick. As if I attach myself
to a family and take advantage of it, which is not what I want to do. A
good example as of recent is Megan's family. They fully accept me into
their household, constantly offer me food and drink, provide a nice bed
and roof over my head, even give me money to help through some of the
rough times. They treat me as if I were a part of their family and it
feels good. I can have a good length conversation with both Megan's mom
and dad and to be honest I usually enjoy speaking with them. In
comparison, when I speak with pretty much any member of my family after
about 10 seconds I want to kill them or myself.
I don't know. I guess it just saddens me that no one really cares in my
family. Not just about me, but everyone. I wish my family were
different, but it's not. It's all I have...but to be honest...it just
sucks.
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| Well, today is my birthday and I must say it has been the best one I
have had in awhile. I don't really like making that much of a big deal
of my birthday, because when it comes to having birthday parties and
such I don't like people feeling as though they are obligated to
come/get me something. So, I keep it low key. If people remember great,
if not it won't break my heart. I usually just chill with friends on my
birthday, as though it were any other day. This year I went down to
Harrisburg to visit Megan and to celebrate both of our birthdays. It
was a very pleasant visit to say the least. I saw the show she has been
choreographing and I must say I was astounded with how good the
choreography was. I had never seen anything she had done, but the
movement in this show seemed very professional. It just went to show me
how talented she really is. And the show itself was quite enjoyable and
very well done. I couldn't think of any complaints really. The
actors/actresses did very well and everyone sang well. It was a great
show. Afterwards Megan and I got dinner and then went back to her
house. From there we decided to go to Starbucks with Rosie and then
after that Megan and I were going to to the movies. So we did just
that. Rosie was upset that she had left her cell phone at Applebee's
and someone must have swiped it. So, we chatted a bit and tried to lift
her spirits a bit and then Megan and I headed to the theater. We saw
The Lake House. Megan's pick, but I didn't really object. It was a
decent movie and we had a nice time. Afterwards it was after midnight
so we went back to her place and both of us went to sleep.
That takes us to this morning/afternoon where we
just basically got dressed and went out to eat at Red Robin, which I
must admitt I liked the place. It was a pleasant lunch and then we went
back to her place and chilled/talked for a bit before I sadly departed.
Overall it was just a nice relaxing and uplifting weekend that I was in
dire need of and I think she was too. It was a good good time.
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| The past few movies I have gone to see over the last 3-4 months have
all been ruined, because I decided to see them in the movie theater.
Nowadays, the movie theater experience is horrible. As the majority of
our society declines into ingorant assholes the enjoyable experiences
we could once have in a public setting can no longer be enjoyed.
Example: Last night my friends: Jesse, Alyse, Troy, and Lauren, as well
as myself, decided to go see the new Superman movie that just came out,
because there was nothing better to do. We were some of the first
people in the theater and sat all the way at the top, relatively
centered to the screen. All but 5 minutes passes and a HUGE group of
people walk in. There had to be 20-25 people in this group. This is no
good right from the start. No group that large is going to be able to
not act like jackasses during a movie. Even worse, they decided to
surround us. They sat in the few remaining chair on the sides of the
rows we sat in and also took up the ENTIRE row in front of us. So,
we're surrounded and we're not happy about this. Jesse starts to say
that he doesn't know how he is going to make it through the movie
without going off, so I better have his back. Which, to be honest, I
would have due to the annoyance these people caused. The worst of this
group for me, were the two girl sitting directly next to me. They were
two of the dumbest pieces of shit I have ever encountered in my life.
Throughout the entire movie they would restate things that had already
been stated or were blaintly obvious to anyone with an I.Q. above 40.
And they weren't discrete about it. No, they spoke as if they were in
theluxury of their own living rooms and that 200 other people weren't
around them. Once, during the movie, both Jesse and Alyse leaned
forward and just stared at them. Alyse told them to shut the hell up,
which of course they just took in jest and repeated that phrase about 6
times. Apparently on the otherside where Troy and Lauren were sitting
there were also two fat and unattractive girls laughing at everything
in the world like obnoxious jackasses. So, throughout a 2+ hour movie,
which I wasn't that impressed with (It wasn't bad, but personally the
Spider-man movies and Batman Begins are better) I was irritated to the
point where I just wanted to knock them both the fuck out.
Unfortunately, I do have somewhat of a life ahead of me and it doesn't
include jail.
So, how do we solve this problem involving the lowest pieces of shit on
earth. Well, it's quite simple...I just have to become rich enough that
when i go to the movies I can buy EVERY ticket so I as well as my
friends or date I have with me can enjoy the movie peacefully. Simple
right?
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I haven't been in the greatest of moods today. It may be because I was pretty much stuck in the house all day with not much of anything to do. It may also be because I seem to have a bit of a cold. More than likely it's a combination of the two. Plus something else has sort of been rattling around in the ol' noggin', but I don't want to discuss that right now. That's pretty much it for me. My life consists of the same routine really. Either I work, or I don't all day, then I play basketball from like 4:30-7:30pm, come home and shower, eat dinner, then lay around until Megan calls, then go to bed. So nothing exciting from me really. Anyway, here's a little something for the very few of you who probably read this to do if you want.
if you comment on this post:
1. i’ll respond with something random about you
2. i’ll challenge you to try something
3. i’ll pick a color that i associate with you
4. i’ll tell you something i like about you
5. i’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. i’ll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. i’ll ask you something i’ve always wanted to ask you
8. if i do this for you, you must post this on yours | | |
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